Today on Twitter I broke the news to my lovely 11,000+ wonderful followers about my tragic news in regards to my baby (kitty) boy Brody. Many of you were very sweet and kind giving me lots of hope, love, and laughs. Some of you even shared with me stories about how you had lost a beloved furry family member and for those relations I couldn’t feel more supported and cared for during this time. My heart goes out to you and yours if you had to lose a furry family member, I know it’s devastating and can most definitely bring out the grieving side of you that you never want to see. However grieving is good;it’s acceptance.

My mum had told it to me in a way that had made me feel as though everything in my world could get better in an instant. She explained it to me like this: Brody had a wonderful life with you. You took him in when he was a baby, you loved him, kept him safe and warm and taught him to not be a shit head of a cat. Right now Talia, Brody is suffering and he isn’t as happy as he was. He wants you to make him feel better; make him feel safe and warm again. But the fact is, is that you can’t. You’ve done everything you can but unfortunately it just isn’t enough and it’s time for him to go. He’ll be in a better place, a happier place. A place where he can still be with you just not physically and in pain. He knows you love him and he’ll thank you in the end…

She also helped by saying if I wanted to do so I could rescue another baby kitty from the pound. One who is cold and scared and needs your love. Brody won’t be suffering and a new kitty can be saved! She warmed my heart and cheered up my spirits in an instant. I love my mum, she’s an amazing woman and I don’t know who I would have become without her.

A little background about Brody for those who are wondering what in hell I’m talking about. Heh. Brody is my Neno (little) he is my baby boy who has been such a blessing in my life words cannot even begin to describe. He’s taught me patience and a true understanding of how love and happiness could actually exist hand in hand.

Brody was just 6 weeks old when I brought him into my life. I was searching for a new friend two years ago shortly after I had moved into my third apartment. The search went on for weeks and even months. I know could have just taken in any cat but I wanted to be just right so I was picky. I’m always picky when it comes to bringing something/someone new into my life, I think everyone is, or at least should be (no shit heads here!). Anyways, I came across this ad on craiglist.org (one of the most entertaining websites EVER) about someone who was “rehoming” 6 week old kittens. I saw the picture and called immediately for an address. It was a long drive and I’ll never forget it, a two hour drive to be exact. Yeah why I drove two hours to pick up a kitten was beyond me but I knew I just had to see those kittens! I got lost a few times and was freaking out because the neighborhoods I kept getting lost in weren’t the most welcoming to lost strangers. I was praying that this house wasn’t in one of these neighborhoods and thank goodness it wasn’t (for safetys sake). When I finally arrived at the house it was cute and quaint, one of your typical cookie cutter houses. I rang the door bell and heard loud “big dog” barking. Immediately I thought I had the wrong house. A lady answered and I asked if she was selling kittens she smiled and let me in. I met with her other two roommates who were going about the house and two very BIG dogs. The dogs were leaving the kittens alone they more interested in sniffing my crotch. I followed the lady into the living room and there in the middle of the floor was a circle of pillows and about 8 tiny kittens meowing and stumbling about the circle looking for an escape route. My heart instantly melted and I happily went over to the circle and knelt down beside them. They all looked the same pretty much; gray and white furry little bodies. I saw the mother as well but her markings were no where near the kittens so I assumed they all must have taken after dad. I sat there in awe just admiring them all, three of the kittens came up to the side of the circle where I had been sitting with caution and curiosity. I decided I would chose between those three since they seemed at least like they gave a shit about me for a second. I picked each one up one by one and made my individual assessments. The first kitten was really cocked-eyed (bless his heart) it was cute and all but I didn’t want a kitten that was going to walk into walls all the time. The second one was an exact replica of his brothers and sisters and was wiggling in my hands trying to squirm free so he could join him. After a moment I sat him down gently back on the ground. The third one I picked up was like the second, a replica, except on his back paw one of his main pads (the big pink squishy part under his toes) was all black and even part of one toe. He wasn’t squirming just chillin’ and hanging out while I did my inspection. I never put him down in that house again, I had chosen (cue angles singing with harps and a bright light beaming behind them) he was now mine and his precious paws didn’t touch the ground until I got into my car and put him in his little carrier full of blankets.

On the drive home he had been relatively quiet until I opened my big mouth. I started to talk to him and tell him how happy he was going to be. Funny thing is he started talking back with his tiny helpless meows that full of “What’s going on?!”, “Where am I going??”, “I have to peeeee!”, and the one I cave into,”LET MEE OUTT!!”. So being the sucker I am for cute defenseless furballs I unzipped the opening to his carrier and the little munchkin was out free to explore the world of the car! He didn’t come out immediately but stopped meowing instantly. As I was driving I’d gives little peeks at him here and there to see him poking his head out and wanting to explore. He crawled out and fell into the middle console cubby thanks to his little oofy legs. I picked him up and placed him onto my lap. He seemed content for a moment but I guess to him I looked like an incredibly fun mountain to climb and he needed to stretch his claws.. Next thing I know I have this little fluffy jungle cat who thinks he’s a mountain scaling pro climbing up my shirt and onto my shoulder. I was a little worried that he was going to get a little too spunky with his climb and go climbing right off the seat’s headrest! So I put my hand on him holding him lightly there on my shoulder and after about two minutes all of the climbing and meowing had stopped. I looked into my rear view to get a look at what he was doing and there he lay passed out exhausted on my shoulder, feeling happy, warm, and safe.

So that’s the story of how Brody and I came to be Since he’s grown up he hasn’t changed at all. Except for the fact that because of his disease he isn’t as energetic as he once was and he meows in excruciating pain every time he urinates. I took him to the vet and he has a disease that is devastatingly incurable. He doesn’t leave my bed much and he has lost tons of weight. He is clearly in pain but he tries to remain youthful and happy to please mommy. :’)

Wednesday January 25th 2012 at 8:29am will be his last time here with me on this Earth.

I love you Neno Brody more than you know right now. When you breach the Kitty Heaven gates you’ll know then just how much I love you. I’m just so sorry that there wasn’t anything I could have possibly done to make your stay here on Earth any better.. I hope you did love and enjoy your stay here with me as much as I did. I’ll see you again baby boy, I’ll see you again.

Today was nice day, I visited with mum and took Sayla to the dog park. She met lots of new puppies as well as some bigger dog friends. It makes me nervous from time to time when she wants to play with the big dogs, she’s so small and fragile! We stayed there for a couple hours then headed back home. I haven’t had the opportunity to go to the gym yet, but I’m planning on going later this evening when it’s not so busy. I honestly like going when it’s around one or two in the morning, is that weird? Maybe a little? :p I just prefer it because there is nobody usually there. I really do enjoy going to the gym but I don’t like having to wait on specific equipment and machines. It’s a pain and throws me off :/

Anywho, Sayla is sleeping soundly and dreaming next to me on the couch. She must be dreaming of something wonderful because she keeps twitching and kicking me! Hopefully, it’s not a bad dream! If i think it is it’s because she may whimper or whine so I’ll wake her up. Sometimes i’ll just wake her up to see that cute sleepy look on her face hehe! Brody is laying in bed in his usual spot, and is waiting for mum and sis to go mimis.

I’m feeling my pre-workout now so I’m thinkin it’s just about gym time! I’m also talking with a friend who may know a local photographer here in AZ. I love having James shoot me but he’s in Canada! So hopefully I can set something up and I can get shot here sooon!

I’ll also be on MFC later if my cam will work! So be sure to watch out for my tweet regarding that Have a wonderful and restful day loves and an even better morning!

XOXX
Talia

Yes he sure is! Right now the very nice gentleman is in my bathroom chaning the few lightbulbs that were out. He also just got done fixing my microwave and soon he will be on to fixing my garbage disposal which is all broken and clogged, gross!! Yeah tell me about it :/ He’s been so nice and kind through all of this. He only came about the microwave but little did he know that there was a list of fixins that were waiting for him. Poor man is all sweaty so I turned on the air conditioning for him and I am fuhreezing my butt off now lol but hopefully it’s helping him!

Sayla is out on the patio having a whining fit and Brody is in the bedroom laying on the bed I’m assuming. Poor Sayla Vie she’s never been put outside on her own like this before and I can’t help but feel awful Maybe she’s just worried about her mum being in the home with a strange man. When I went to take out the trash and the repairman came into the apartment I heard her going into a barking rage. Aww poor baby girl I bet she’s having flashbacks of the poopy pound again (

Anywho, here’s a little story for you I thought about whilst the repairman was bussleing about:

Kayla was laying on the couch panting from her 4 mile jog she took earlier this afternoon. The sweat was beading down from her blonde hair and down her soft peach like skin. Her make up stayed perfectly intact even though the sweat was nearly drenching her now.
She heard someone rustling about in the kitchen and got up to see who it was. She was a bit scared of the thought that a stranger was in her house since the house was empty when she had left. Her parents were out at work and her brother was at the gym.
She peered her hear around the corner to see that the fridge door was open blocking the view of whom ever was in the house. The door then was shut and she saw that it was Jason, her brother’s friend. Jason was a tall guy with brown hair. He had a medium build and had always been sweet to Kayla. He smiled at her and asked if her brother was home. She responded by telling him that he had just him and that he was at the gym. He said that it was alright and asked if he could stay and watch t.v. while he waited for his return. She couldn’t help but get excited at the thought of hanging out with her brother’s hot friend. It was every young girl’s fantasy right? Well it was Kayla’s. They went into the living room and plopped down on the couch. Jason leaned over Kayla to grab the remote and turned on the t.v. She instantly felt herself getting warm again. She had the biggest crush on him and here he was sitting right next to her, they were actually hanging out! She held her breath at the thought and Jason looked at her and thought to himself,”What an easy score.” He knew that she had always liked him and he thought that she was also pretty cute. Her small perky breasts and her petite slim figure. Her hair was almost perfect as she sat there; the sun was coming through the window shining down on her blonde beautiful hair. He could feel his cock getting harder as he thought about laying her on her back and taking his mouth to one of her pink little perky tits. He thought why not and with that he reached over and put his hand on her thigh and took her mouth onto his. Kayla couldn’t believe what was happening and was completely taken by surprise. She closed her eyes and kissed him back softly. Her lips felt so soft and plump as she started to kiss him more aggressively. He could feel himself growing more and more with every kiss. He knew he wanted her, he had to have her, and he knew she was going to let him.
He slowly started to run his hand higher and higher. Before he knew it his hand had made his way underneath her top and he had a nice grip on her small breast. He laid her back and as she was laying back she let out a small moan. She wanted him, she had to have him, and she knew she was going to let him have her. He slid off her top to expose her tight toned stomach and her breasts. He took her mouth into his once again. Kayla was lost in her own world of lust and felt her pussy getting wet, preparing for his hard cock that she yearned for with every second that passed by. She slid her hand onto his leg then moved it up towards his throbbing cock. She instantly got more wet and couldn’t wait to feel him in her hand…

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I hope you enjoyed the beginning of my little story, tomorrow I will continue and go into more of it but for now that’s what I leave you with. Have a wonderful Monday loves and I’ll talk to ya sooon! Love yaaa!!

XOXX
Talia

Hey babes of mine, guess what! I love you all so muchh <3 I don't know if any other model loves her peeps as much as I do.. Uhmm, no. I win! Hehe I hope you're having a good year so far and I am so thankful to be able to write to you today and share my life with you. It's been an adventurous journey so far and I can't wait to go through all of the new experiences I'll encounter this year and share them with you.

Today has been a nice, and what seems like an incredibly fast day! The sun is already going down and my bedroom is getting darker quicker and quicker by the moment. And it will soon be time for me to get on with tonight’s activities whatever they may be I know for a fact that’ll I’ll start it off by getting sexy as fuck and cumming with you guys on cam during my Live Members’ Chat Camshow. Don’t wanna miss this one, I’ve been holding off on playing with myself just for tonight heheh.

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Talia

When I was younger before I had my first real sexual experience I was often captivated by sexual romance stories. Not like the ones that my grandmother reads, but the ones that you can stumble upon when your creative outlet will allow your pervy little mind to wander. I started out being sexually curious ata young age (thanks Barbie) and the funny thing was, I always found myself attracted to women. Not older women but being about 8 years old I fancied the older teen girls. I loved the way they were sweet, and fun. The way their bodies were made and how delicate their touch was. I yearned for it. What could I say the creator of Barbie knew what they were doing, she was made with some awsome tits and a bangin’ body! Don’t lie, you thought your sister’s Barbies were hot Anywho, around the age of 10 or so I would go online in my room and search for sexual fantasy stories. Yup, that’s what I was doing after school when I got all my homework done heh. I found some pretty good ones, but occasionally I’d find one that I would read over and over again. I know I was young and this isn’t supposed to really turn you on cause that would be a bit odd. But I am just explaining my early experiences with curiousity

I’m thinking that my blogs need a little sprucing up. Until now I have been a bit on the reserved side of things keeping my blogs more G rated other than my pics that I share with you in the end. Frankly, that’s nice and all but this is MY blog after all and I do have a very creative writing outlet. So what do you think about the idea of me writting and sharing with you my “Sexual Stories” that I write. They will mostly have been written on the spot, but if I really get into the idea then I may take more time and continue writing on the side when I’m not on my computer. Wouldn’t that be something if one of my friends found my “dirty” notebook! lol that would take someuncomfortable explanations!

Well for tonight I am going to just post one that I have found online. I would write something tonight but I am starving and I just made some Bowtie pasta with sauce, mmmMmmmm!! Bon Appétit!!

XOXX
Talia

It was just after 7:30, I finished my make-up. I had spent the afternoon pampering myself; Bill an old friend had invited me to accompany him to a posh work related event. Bill works in Media he is a senior manager. Bill is 34, a little over 6ft 165lb with brown hair and deep green eyes. I have know Bill for a little over 4 years, when he invited me he gave me £200 to buy a dress, I bought a 50s prom style black and white polka dot dress with a wide neckline, fitted waist and pleated skirt, I bought black seamed stockings and black patent leather 4″ high heeled peep toe court shoes. Under the dress a cami-suspender set with a matching g-string, from Ann Summers, I felt extremely sexy.

Bill arrived and rang the doorbell, I grabbed my bag and opened the door, Bill just stared for a few seconds before he found his voice, and ‘You look great’.

I thanked him and he took my arm and led me to the car, he had hired a stretch limo for the night. I sat and crossed my legs, Bill handed me a glass of champagne staring at my legs, now Bill and I never had a sexual relationship, he used to treat me like a sister, but tonight was going to change that.

Bill rarely left my side during the evening, finally the evening ended and we went back to the limo once inside Bill closed the privacy screen. He took my face in his hand and kissed me soft light, my lips opened and his tongue flicked across my lips; I stuck my tongue between my lips touching his. In next to no time he was kissing me passionately as his hands moved over my dress down to the hem and under moving up along my leg. His hand hot against my nylon clad leg, until his hand touched the suspender straps. He broke the kiss and sat up he looked at my exposed thighs and the tops of the black stockings contrasting with the milky whiteness of my thighs. He slipped onto the floor of the limo pushing the dress up exposing my panty-clad pussy; he began kissing my thighs inching upward. I let my legs part; Bill ran his finger down the front panel of my panties over my clit hidden beneath the thin silky material. Bill kisses and bit my inner thigh before hooking his thumb under leg opening and pulled revealing my wet pussy, he ran his finger along my soft folds, and I sighed, grabbed his head, and pulled him against my pussy. He shook his head across my pussy then he swirled his tongue over and round my clit as he slipped two fingers between my labia and impaled me on his fingers. He closed his lips on my clit and sucked hard, my breathing became ragged as he was forcing me to cum, and his finger plunging rapidly in and out my clasping folds of my pussy. I arched my back as he flicked his tongue over the trapped bud of my clit, it was a mix of pleasure and pain which sent me over the edge and a deep growl escaped my mouth as my pussy pulsed against his invading fingers, the wetness from my pussy running down between my bum cheeks and wetting my dress. Bill gently eased his fingers from my spamming pussy and running them along my wet labia.

As I recovered from my orgasm I ran my hands down over the large bulge hidden beneath, we kissed I tasted my pussy juices on his tongue an enormous turn on , I lifted his hand that he had just fucked my pussy with and sucked on the two glistening wet fingers. I stared at him as I swirled my tongue round each finger, continued massaging his bulge through his trousers. We swapped positions I unzipped him he unbuckled his belt and lifting his hips he pulled his trousers and underwear down to his knees. His cock sprang free of the confines to stand proudly before my eyes. I ran one long painted finger nail up his cock from his heavy hair covered balls over the tip poking out from the thick collar of foreskin, through the semi clear fluid seeping from the teardrop eye and down the upper surface of his cock to the thick matt of pubic hair. I leant in and flicked my tongue across the glistening head of his cock, looking up into his eyes as I wriggled my tongue round the opening of his cock. Wrapping one hand round the thick shaft, the other cupped his heavy balls; I peel his foreskin down off the bald dome, feeling the skin moving over the hard inner core. I licked round the head flicking my tongue against the small ridge where the foreskin joins his cock, Bill moaned and his cock throbbed in my hand, while my other hand gently caressed his ball sack pulling the skin taut. I bowed my head and took his cock head into my mouth closing my lips round the thick shaft, sucking as I lifted my head upwards on his cock, I moved his cock in and out my mouth. There was a distinct pop when I pulled off his cock, before taking him back into my mouth and repeating the popping sound, with each pop Bill’s cock jerked. I began moving my hand on his cock pumping as I worked his cock with my lips mouth and tongue. Bill began humping back as I worked on him meeting every downward bob with an upward pelvis thrust. Within five minutes Bill was ready to pop, so I came off his cock and sped up my hand pumping with my mouth hovering a few inches away from opening on his cock ready to catch his cum which was almost jetting from his heavy balls. With a long loud satisfied moan, I was rewarded with a long thick jet of cum, which just missed my mouth by the second pulse I had my mouth over his cock which pulsed and jets of hot cum erupted from his cock. I held his cock in my mouth, until he stopped jerking, then in a show of exhibitionism I opened my mouth showing his hot gloopy cum, before throwing my head back letting it slide over my tongue and down my throat, swallowing before opening my mouth for him to see it was all gone.

We cleaned up and had more champagne; Bill opened the privacy screen and less than 4 minutes later the driver pulled the car to a stop outside Bills house. He opened the car door and we thanked him, Bill gave him a huge tip and the car and driver left as Bill opened the door, we went in and before the door closed, Bill pulled me to him and kissed my neck as he fondled my breast. I reached behind, rubbed his crotch, and was surprised to find he was growing hard again. I turned and stepped back reaching for the zip on my dress as I slowly pulled it down I turned and shuffled it off my shoulders letting it fall to the floor, I felt Bill’s eyes burning on my back as I slowly walked up the stairs to the main bedroom. I swung my hips as I ascended, I was only halfway up the twelve stair before Bill came up behind me and with gentle pats on my bottom, he urged me faster up the stairs.

Once in the bedroom Bill quickly stripped off his clothes to stand in socks and red and white stripy boxer shorts with a large wet looking bulge. I unhooked my bra releasing my boobs and moved to Bill hunkering down I pulled his boxer shorts down freeing his cock all 6 and a half inches, I wrapped my hand round him and pumped it a few times before licking his emission (yummy). I wanted him inside me now so I pushed him to the bed and stripped off my panties. Bill asked me to keep the suspenders and stockings on, I slipped my shoes off and climbed onto the bed and astride Bills stomach reaching for his cock I shuffled backward to position myself just over his cock. I rubbed the hard hot cock along my sodden labia, then I slowly lowered myself his cock spreading my labia as I impaled myself fully onto his cock, I ground my clit against his crinkly pubes. I began riding his cock lifting and lowering my pussy clinging to his cock, I worked my pussy as I rode him. I grabbed my boobs squeezing and pinching my stiff nipples, Bill was soon meeting my thrusts; I massaged my clit as we fucked. Bill physically lifted me off and flew me onto the bed he scramble up and hauled my legs towards him, spreading them either side of his body, he lay on top of me and entered me. His mouth found mine and sucked on my tongue as he thrust his hips banging his cock deep and hard into my soft yielding body. His stamina was awesome he was still banging after several minutes before he pulled out and with one powerful move he flipped me onto my tummy, he pulled me onto my knees and jammed his cock between my abused puffy lips his big balls slapped against my clit with every thrust. After a minute or two he pressed me flat on the bed his legs either side of mine he fucked my tight pussy, I came hard bucking against his weight he kept me on the mattress, and then he pulled out and jettisoned his second cum of the evening splattering it over my milky white ass. He smeared the gloopy cum across my cheeks with his cock, before collapsing onto the bed beside me his cock slowly wilting his body coated in sheen of sweat his chest rising and falling as he gasped for breath.

I leant up on one elbow and massaged the thick surprisingly copious cum over my ass I kissed him and he wrapped his arm against me, we woke in the morning he was spooned against me his cock already awake and prodding against my ass. I got up and stripped off my suspender belt and stockings and entered the shower room I brushed my teeth with my finger and toothbrush as the water heated, I stepped under the hot water spray I rinsed my body before spreading shower gel on my boobs and tummy. I rubbed the suds over my body and between my legs I was rinsing off when Bill caught up with his cock and woke, he called out asking if it was ok to come in (sweet), I called back it was ok and he came in wearing a robe, he was shy, and considering what we had done last night. I opened the shower door and invited him in he was reluctant at first but soon stripped off and joined me I in the small cramped shower stall, I played the water over him and reached for the gel. I squirted it over his deep manly chest and rubbed it into a lather I reached for his cock but he stopped me, he was blushing. I guess he had never met anyone who was still there in the morning. I finally began massaging the gel over his cock, which grew to full erection in my hand.

Bill admitted that he could not physically make love this morning, his cock begged to differ as it bobbed in my hand, so reluctantly I stopped trying and rinsed the suds and we left the shower he handed me a towel and wrapped one round his waist. He brushed his teeth as I went back into the bedroom I dried off and remembered my dress on the floor downstairs. I picked up my underwear and went down to the hallway. I dressed down in the lounge I left off my underwear and stepped into my dress and stepped into my shoes, I went into the kitchen and made coffee, the coffee was ready for Bill when he came down stairs. He grabbed coffee and asked me if I wanted to come over later for dinner.

I accepted and he called me a taxi which he paid for and I went home and told my lover about the nights events, she got turned on and ordered me to get onto my knees and take care of her pussy, I of course did as ordered but that is all for now.